Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?
[x]

deviantART

 
About Me Member Hack phoenixofthenet23/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 23 Deviations
1,937 Comments
11,864 Pageviews

Texting: 1, 2, 3...

Sat Feb 28, 2009, 9:24 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
I sent him a text today with three dots, like this: . . . (dot dot dot). Three dots. Three periods. An ellipsis. I like ellipses because they say so much without saying anything. This time I was saying: I wish I didn't love you. We could be friends if I didn't love you. We could stay up late watching movies and cuddle on the couch and fall asleep together and wake up and make breakfast if I didn't love you. We could do together what you and Brenda do sometimes when she's feeling lonely...if I didn't love you. If I didn't love you, it wouldn't be awkward when you talk to me about him; or about him; or about him. I could be happy for you that you're having fun with him; and that tonight you might spend the night with him; and that even though you said you wouldn't, you'll probably sleep (or not sleep) with him. If I didn't love you, I could be the best friend I'm supposed to be.

But, I didn't say any of that. I never say things like that, because I'm afraid that if I do, he won't want to be my friend anymore. So I sent him an ellipsis. Just to let him know that I'm thinking about him. To make sure he doesn't forget his friend. Because I am his friend. We are friends. Me and him. And silence. Silence, always between us. Silence and space and discomfort.

. . .

deviantID

No deviantID yet.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Eastern Kentucky University
  • Interests: Reading, Writing, Videogames, Boys.
  • Favourite movie: Mean Girls, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Grudge, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children.
  • Favourite band or musician: Panic At The Disco, Nobuo Uematsu, Fall Out Boy, Nine Inch Nails.
  • Favourite genre of music: It would be easier to just say I dislike Country and Rap.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Terry Goodkind - Orson Scott Card - Douglas Adams.
  • Favourite style of art: Literature
  • Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition SP2
  • MP3 player of choice: 4gb iPod Nano
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy VIII, Kingdom Hearts I & II, The Legend of Zelda: OoT, Guild Wars, WoW, Okami.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PlayStation2, Nintendo DS, PC, Wii.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Edward Elric, Gir, Aang.
  • Personal Quote: I would rather die today--being who I am--than live a thousand years being someone I'm not.
  • Tools of the Trade: Microsoft Word 2000, Pencil, Paper.

deviantART Community Board

[x]

Comments


:iconacting-out:
I LOVERS YOU! :]]]]]]]]]]

--
Things that escape my mouth

"I don't like when it's soft, but I don't like it too rough either." - Me talking about paper.

Me: -sticks bottle between legs to hold-
Friend: K____, what are you doing?
Me: What? I always stick things between my legs.
:iconamberlouie:
Note me whatever you want critiqued :)

--
:bulletred: Clearfield Review - Prose Editor
:iconphoenixofthenet:
I'll do that now :P.

--
<smoking-mirrors>I can pretend to have a penis for you, Joe.
<smoking-mirrors>Just like when I was a little girl.
<smoking-mirrors>Except I was a mermaid then.
<caveatLECTOR>with a penis?
:iconamberlouie:
At some point, will critique.

--
:bulletred: Clearfield Review - Prose Editor
:iconphoenixofthenet:
I'm not impatient. I know you'll get around to eventually; I can wait. :P

--
<smoking-mirrors>I can pretend to have a penis for you, Joe.
<smoking-mirrors>Just like when I was a little girl.
<smoking-mirrors>Except I was a mermaid then.
<caveatLECTOR>with a penis?
:icont001:
Random Deviant Hello :wave:

--
Spread The Love, visit a Random Deviant [link]


"Check out and see if you made the next issue of Best of Random Deviant Hello."
:iconphoenixofthenet:
Hello!

--
<smoking-mirrors>I can pretend to have a penis for you, Joe.
<smoking-mirrors>Just like when I was a little girl.
<smoking-mirrors>Except I was a mermaid then.
<caveatLECTOR>with a penis?
:iconsimplyprose:
Thank you for watching *simplyprose. We appreciate the support.

--
Be inspired: *simplyprose and *simplypoetry.

Unhappy with our comments? Click here, and scroll down to see our complaints procedure.
Flagged as Spam
:iconapocathary:
sup brah

--
The 4th issue of Soundzine is out now! Do yourself a favour and get listening :thumbsup:

Site Map